I'm fully devoured by hate,
My mind has been brought to stagnation,
It's my unconceivable fate
To get slightly less estimation
Than sluts in a changeable guise
Or fools wasting time on careers.
Well, who is the one to despise:
A poet or one of those peers?
They fear the joys of today,
They fear the freedom addiction,
And I have no words left to say
When called a damn tough contradiction. Continue
Added by April on November 26, 2009 at 1:04am —
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You're shallow as a pool of dirt,
In which your semi-force has drowned.
Your words are pointless and absurd;
You spread your helplessness around.
You hide behind your ego brand,
You contradict your each demand.
You're freedom-proof, yet still aware
Of all the grieves of your position.
Wipe out the rust of your despair -
Your brand is someone else's mission!
Your programmed life has gone astray,
Your days are like a failed replay. Continue
Added by April on November 11, 2009 at 2:18am —
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You pray to angels with dirty wings,
Buy mercy and sell it,
Your rotten selfishness fucking stinks,
Dozens of cities smell it.
Your dirty sluts own golden cunts,
Justice smells just like dough,
Bribes, euro-bucks and some public stunts
At crusty First Channel's shows.
Your cash green eyes and your whiskey blood
Rule pointless decisions,
You, big knobs' dicks, are too deep in mud
Far beyond your own vision.
Newspapers vomit your ugly words,
Your promises are inflated,
The laws have turned into g… Continue
Added by April on October 28, 2009 at 4:13am —
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1. Romance Is Dead
A glass of cheap vodka tastes just like depression -
It hurts to be sober tonight.
The mirror reflects such a hideous expression
That I promptly turn off the light.
Some porno, then casual sex with my hand...
Oh damn! This is something I shouldn't have said.
Why don't you believe that I need no boyfriend -
No problems, no worries, no tears, no regret?
Romance is dead,
And so am I,
I can't forget
My perfect lie.
I still recall
The times we had.
Oh well, that's all.
Romance is… Continue
Added by April on October 23, 2009 at 7:19am —
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You can hear the completed version of the song here:
http://www.muziboo.com/April90/music/life-story
She's out in the rain, on the verge of despair.
The smoke is twirling in fresh autumn air,
Ten cigarettes stand for three-four minutes each.
She's waiting for him - he is out of reach.
At last he shows up: "Hey, I'm sorry I'm late",
She sighs with relief. What a wonderful date!
He looks like a tramp, and she looks like a whore.
A flawless match. They accept and adore
The real each other with no… Continue
Added by April on October 14, 2009 at 6:19am —
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Close your eyes and describe what you see.
Nothing, I bet. You mind it?
Open them up, it will nothing still be.
Cheers! They've got you blinded.
Poison or wine?
Taste and decide,
Dull thoughtless swine,
Make up your mind!
Make a small gulp. Taste the drunken grape juice.
Swallow. Wait. Wait farther.
Bitterness after. So what will you choose?
Right! don't believe the others.
Never believe the surrounders,
Strangers will tell you much more.
Never believe a big crowd's man,
Dirty opinion whore.… Continue
Added by April on October 14, 2009 at 6:00am —
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This open book without an ending
Is everything my life reminds of.
You, shallow souls, were just pretending -
You're out of touch, I'm out of mind now.
I was a slave of my devotion,
A pillow for your worthless tears,
And you just played with my emotions,
Then in a moment disappeared.
I gave you all my heart to treasure -
You marked it with your footprints, dirty.
But it's your loss that can't be measured,
And nevermore your lies will hurt me!
The novel's waiting for your ending,
Fresh rumors… Continue
Added by April on September 30, 2009 at 2:33am —
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The yellow and frayed eternal pages
Are crying, just with ink, still of the same.
The years turn to words and seem like ages
Of grief in such a thin and subtle frame.
This memory-evoking prose of sorrow
Is life... or scattered pieces, left of it,
Of looking forward to the damned tomorrow
That happened to be nothing but deceit.
Then from behind the words a stranger, known
Appears, from each page he stares at me.
I miss those days of our midnight dawn,
The dawn of the life that's meant to be.
I… Continue
Added by April on September 30, 2009 at 2:31am —
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Finally
She drank a bit
From an empty glass of wine,
Finally
The pieces fit,
Yet they fail at matching fine.
Endlessly
Her sore red eyes
Turn to vast but shallow lakes,
Endlessly
She'll pay the price
For her salty sweet mistake.
Finally
He found his core
In her pointless rotting grief,
Finally
He craved for more
When she cursed his fake beliefs.
Endlessly
The heart explodes
In the weakened burning fists.
Endlessly...
And so it goes
Due to feelings-catalysts.
Hearts. Spades.
Wars. Games.
Spades… Continue
Added by April on September 16, 2009 at 2:25am —
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He lived his days by someone's rules,
He broke his hands, became the tool.
He played the game with life at stake.
He won. He made a great mistake.
Life is action,
Don't surrender
When the heartlessness decides
Who are fighters and defenders
On the different inner side.
Some beer in front of his laptop.
A dirty room. A part-time job
To make his living for one ass.
You think you'd ever mourn his death?
Life is action,
Don't surrender
When the heartlessness decides
Who are fighters and defenders… Continue
Added by April on September 9, 2009 at 2:47am —
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I hate you, guys, I wish you pain.
It never causes any strain.
I can't care less for all this shit
You say to me. Get over it.
Yes, spirit is my perfect friend -
It's always there by my demand.
Yes, I detest the whole mankind.
Yes, I deny, and I'm denied.
I'm misanthropic, deviant,
Irrational, irrelevant,
Whatever else I have been called.
I've said this. Now fuck off - you all.
I curse the world, I curse my fate,
I first destroy and then create.
You laugh at me - I turn and spit,
You try to me… Continue
Added by April on August 28, 2009 at 3:20am —
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Hey Folks it's the last 24 hours to get your Votes in for Battles 10 through 12 on Nonstars!
Voting ends Aug 25 3pm PST
To Vote leave a comment for your 3 favorites in the comment section on the original youtube video (click here)
For more on Nonstars check out
http://failpire.ning.com/page/battle-of-the-youtube-nonstars
Stay Strong
-Sa… Continue
Added by Sam Proof on August 24, 2009 at 10:54am —
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Kill the cops,
Destroy the gooks,
Break the wall
Of vice-shaped looks,
Break the rules,
And do it twice,
It's your life -
You've paid the price.
Cock the gun
And change the orders -
Mess the puppets
In this show.
Speak your mind
Beyond the borders,
Win to live -
It's all you know.
You're ignored -
Do the same,
Live the life,
Ignore the game,
Fuck it up
At any rate,
Fight, defeat
And celebrate.
Cock the gun
And change the orders -
Mess the puppets
In this show.
Speak your mind
Beyond the borde… Continue
Added by April on July 24, 2009 at 3:12am —
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You wake up at six: intercourse with your spouse.
You're under the blanket with tightly shut eyes.
At seven a postman arrives to your house
With two printed portions of scandals and lies.
You turn the TV on. Your damn daily dose
Of lies is exceeded with fresh morning news.
You firmly believe global changes are close -
You have no idea they've hidden the truth.
In life you've achieved less than nothing, you're poor
Though you were the best both at college and school.
Well, man, who are you? You… Continue
Added by April on July 17, 2009 at 1:59am —
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For every wrong step that you take
I pierce your heart thrice on a bender.
However, my fury is fake.
You bleed your remorse - I surrender.
My sharp poignant words of no shame
And spirits are such a bad mixture -
I've never been easy to tame -
They paint such a frightening picture,
They certainly prove me a bitch -
It's one of my two real faces.
You'll find charm and poison in each,
Once trapped in my tender embraces. Continue
Added by April on July 16, 2009 at 4:51am —
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1. Bury My Love
Fuck all the life
Out of me,
Making me squirt
All my pride and ambitions.
Give me a drink
Which is flavored with lies,
Turning my weakness
To your ammunition.
Then shove your dick
Into my throat -
My being helpless
Will bring you orgasms.
Tasting your juice
Will just hurt me much more
If someone else tastes your lips,
Once so pleasant.
So go on, kill the one you saved,
Reveal the other me to try her.
To me you'll always be the same -
You're both my king and prey.
My prey!
Bury… Continue
Added by April on July 10, 2009 at 2:16am —
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